A New Beginning ( It's About Time )

Today, I discovered that my ex-flame for almost four years has already found a new one to replace my former role in his life. I was expecting to feel sorry for myself, to feel stinging sensations in my arteries, but I didn't. I guess it was because I have already found someone else before he did. He's current squeeze is a single mom, who formerly works as an entertainer in Japan. Honest to goodness, I am happy to know that he already found a new one, someone who could understand the bu//sh!ts within a long-distance relationship (he's in Qatar), something I was not capable of handling, but I was hoping he could have found someone better (no offense to single-mom's out there).
So finally, after months of self-inflicted guilt, I am now free to express my love and devotion to my current flame. The person and reason I turned back on the other guy, and the other, and the other one, (yah, yah I know, I shouldn't be juggling men like that). He's different from the other guys ( I mean it, he really is. ). He raises his voice, tells me my mouth smells in the morning, often makes fun about my eye bags ( which I would really want to get rid of ), tickles my feet until plead and beg him to stop. He's four years younger in age but is five years older than me when it comes to maturity. At first I was having doubts of entertaining his advances, but his personality was just so irresistible I could not help but fall for him.
Officially, this is my new beginning. I can finally make my parents see that I am doing great and someone is loving me more than they could ever imagines, more than I think I deserve.

To my loving bebe ko. I promise to love you with all my heart. Even if your tickling kills me to death, I will be your number one fan.