One More Lonely Night to Go

Today is the last day of Jan's training. He will be having his practicum at a location near SM Calamba. We even have a petty fight yesterday because I was asking him if he was excited for his practicum. The usual him sarcastically replied via SMS asking me why would he be excited about the feat, that he is not a kid anymore to be excited about small things like that. Of course, I already accepted this quirk of him months ago. I just ended up telling him to relax and don't make a fuzz about me asking him about how he feels. He is just like that. "Mr. I am Not the Emotional Type". I love that thing about him.
Going back, since it would be his last day away from me today, I would most probably be sleeping in his arms again by tomorrow night. It was really been a restless week for me when it comes to sleeping. Even the slightest of noise wakes me up. That's the paranoid in me that usually disappears when he is around. I really miss his masculine scent, how he looks when he sleeps. I really thank God for bringing him into my life.